Abandonment 7" in 1 of 2 color variants: Magenta w/ Black Splatter vinyl limited to 100 Transparent Red vinyl limited to 200 11x17 Color Poster
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“How could you think that this is who I wanna be? I hate the way that you look down on me indifferently. Why can’t you see I’ve lived my life so miserably that the thought of it alone is enough to scare the hell from me? Look, I know you know I’m on the edge, that’s why you can’t leave now. We both know that I can’t manage. You promised me you’d stick this through, but now you’re walking out on me? Well fuck you! I hope the guilt wears you thin. I hope it eats you alive. And when you try to sleep, all you can think of is me and how you left me here to die. I hope the guilt wears you thin. It won’t be enough. I hope it eats you alive. You didn’t try all that hard. And when you try to sleep, all you can think of is me and how you left me here to die. Save face. Pretend you never cared at all, but it won’t be long before you’re filled with regret, then you’ll have to admit that you never wanted to see me like this. Save face”
I’d swallow my pride if I had any left. And I’d fight with all your demons if I thought that I was capable. But you wore me to dust. You spread me thin. You used me for comfort when I thought you let me in. Save face? Well I’m not saving anything except proximity; lack of adjacency. Save face? I’m not saving anything except myself; except for me from going down with you. Saving you was always out of reach. I’ve known the truth: You’re just a fucking leech.